First of all I would like to thank the KK mod, for posting my stories and allowing me to share my story... I would also like to thank those who emailed me... thank you very much... well here's the continuation of my story... enjoy...

ihiniga niya ako sa kama at naramdaman ko ang isang mariin na halik... dahil sa pagod ay nagpaubaya nalang ako... naulit nanaman ang nangyari kanina... hinubaran niya ako at pumatong siya sakin malaki at matigas na ari ulit ang naramdaman ko sa may bandang tiyan ko...mariin ang halik niya... pinasubo niya sakin ang kanyang ari... malaki... mabango... matigas...masarap... ahhhhhhhh yun lang ang naririnig ko ohhhhh... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.... Tsup tssup tsup yun ang maririnig mo sakin..... ahhhhhh inilabas niya sa akin bibig ang kanyang ari at pinadapa ako... unti unti niyang pinasok ang kanyang ari... inalis ko ang aking piring pero wala parin akong Makita dahil sa dilim.... Umayuda na siya... swbe na ngayon wala nang sakit dahil sa nangyari kanina.... Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh..... sige pa Justin sabi ko......... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.........ooooooohhhhhhh........ sa sobrang sarap nilabasan ako ng di ko manlang hiahawakan ang aking ari.... Naramdaman kong bumibilis ang pag ayuda niya............ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ayan na ako......... napadapa siya sakin at nakatulog na kami..........

Kinaumagahan paggising ko tinignan ko ang taong katabi ko.... Nagulat ako ng biglang may nagsalita sa likod ko.... Nakaupo ang isang lalaki sa isang malaking upuan di ko Makita kung sino kasi asa likod niya ang bintana... di ko maaninag ang itsura niya...

Justin: so much for not having a relationship with my nephew sabay tayo at labas sa kwarto... (Nagulat ako... kung si Justin yun sino ang katabi ko...)

Jessie: good morning Mike!

Mike: Justin! Justin! Wait I can explain!!
Tumayo agad ako... hinablot ang pares ng boxers at isang putting sando... sinuot ang haves at tumakbo patungo sa direksyon na tinungo ni Justin... naabutan ko ang kotse niya palabas ng gate nila Jess... agad kong pinasok ang kotse ko saka ko naalala na wala pala dun ang susi ko (pag nga naman nagmamadali dun mo makakalimutan lahat noh?!)... agad akong bumalik sa kwarto at hinanap ang susi... nang Makita ko na ito saka ako tumakbo ulit pababa di ko pinansin ang sabay sabay na pagtawag ni Mark, Jess at Fred...
“Mike what's wrong? Mike? Wait, where are you going?” agad kong binuksan ang makina ng kotse at pinatakbo ito ng mabilis para lang maabutan si Justin...
Di ko na maaninag ang sasakyan niya ang pulang Vios, malayo na ang narating ko dina ako umasang maaabutan ang sasakyan niya.. pero... tama sasakyan yon ni Justin... nakita ko iyon sa tabi ng kalsada nakatigil parang may iniintay... itinigil ko ang sasakyan ko sa likod ng sasakyan niya... kinatok ang pintuan niya... nagmakaawang papasukin ako sa loob ng kotse niya... pinapasok naman niya ako... pagkaupong pagkaupo ko...

Justin: Mike, how could you?

Mike: I swear Justin I didn't know...

Justin: how could you not know???

Mike: piniringan niya ako Justin... (natulo na ang luha ko)

Justin: wala kang piring kanina nung naabutan ko kayo...

Mike: please Justin... believe me I didn't want this to happen!

Justin: BULLSHIT!, that's bullshit Mike! I know you did this because you want to get even... you still haven't passed the idea that I slept with your bestfriend... was I that hard to forgive?! Ha Mike??? Are you not satisfied with the pain you've caused when you went away???

Mike: you're jumping into conclusions again Justin, this is nothing like what you think... you're not even close!

Justin: then ENLIGHTEN ME!!!

Mike: I was in the kitchen after we had sex last night, suddenly someone covered my eyes, I thought it was the masquerade ball all over again... I thought it was you being sweet again! When I had the chance to take off the damn cloth that has been covering my eyes it was too dark to see whether who I was having sex with! That's why I was too shocked to see you sitting at the chair next to me that morning... with... with Jess lying asleep at my side... sorry Justin...

Justin: you know what I never expected these from you... are you expecting me to believe you?

Mike: Justin please...

Lumabas siya ng kotse... sinundan ko siya...

Mike: Justin please... (I was giving up hope... I was afraid he wouldn't listen... my fear came true)

Justin: why are you telling me all this bullshit?! Isn't the scene I saw earlier enough for you to hurt that you have to lie in front of me... you know what, matatanggap ko pa if you just tell me the truth...

Nauubusan na ako ng pasensya...

Mike: you know what Justin if you don't believe me its fine!!! Okay I admit THIS IS ALL PLANNED, PLANNED JUST SO I CAN HURT YOU!!! (sarcastically saying it)... there, are you happy?... I did it JUST TO GET EVEN WITH YOU!!! Ano Masaya ka na??? you know what Justin when it was you I saw sleeping with my bestfriend I understood all the reason you said... I GAVE WAY!!! I forgave you I thought it was not your fault... and now all I'm asking of you is to understand me too... what happened was not intentional!

Justin: you know what Mike... that's the reason why I love you... kasi di ka marunong manumbat... but now your using everything I done against me just to get you out of the hole you just made... I cant believe this!

Sabay talikod at lakad patungo sa kotse niya at drive palayo...naiwanan ako dun nakatulala... di ko alam kung anong nangyari... pumasok narin ako sa kotse at nagdrive palayo... nakita ko nalang ang sarili ko sa isang parking lot sa tapat ng starbucks.. binuksan ko ang pinto... natamaan ko pa nga ang pinto ng kotse na katabi ng kotse ko may narinig pa ako na sumigaw ng “what the...” dun sa driver ng katabi kong kotse pero wala na akong pakialam pumasok na ako at bumili ng kape... pagkakuwa ko ng kape umupo kaagad ako sa pinaka malapit na bakanteng upuan at tinungga ang kape ko ng biglang may nagsalita sa harapan ko... una hindi ko siya inintindi hanggat nagsalita siya...

Lalaki: Excuse me I think around your boxers!

Mike: ano?!!!

Lalaki: ... I said, I think you shouldn't be wandering around wearing only your boxers... (sabay ngiti!)

Pero narealize ko din... at naalala ko na nakaboxers at sando nga lang pala ako!...

Mike: Demet! (At napapikit nalang ako agad akong tumayo at patakbo na sana sa kotse ko ng pinigilan ako ng lalaki...)

Lalaki: ammm if you want I can lend you some jeans and a shirt... its in my car... im Kenny Mayer by the way...

Mike: Michael Chua, (sabay abot ng kamay niya...)

Ken: my cars right... there...

Katabi lang ng kotse ko... c'mon... binuksan niya ang pinto sa may passenger's seat at nakita ko ang gasgas na malaki na saktong sakto naman sa gasgas sa pinto ng kotse ko sa may driver's seat...

Mike: ako bang gumawa niyan? (Sabay turo sa gasgas)...

Ken: ammm... yup... (siya pala yung sumigaw ng “what the...” kanina)

Mike: sorry...

Ken: it was nothing... I figured you might be having a bad day again...

Napatigil ako sa pagsusuot ng jeans ng narinig ko ang huling salitang sinabi niya...

Mike: AGAIN? Have we met?

Ken: ammm not technically... it was the same day, the same time and at the same place, when I first saw you... you walked straight to that unopen door (tinuturo yung pinto ng starbucks) and you were also scolding at the barista... saying “what's your problem?! Wag mong pigilan ang tawa mo! Ngayon ka lang ba nakakita ng taong nauntog sa pinto?!”... (nangingiting sabi...)

Mike: oh that! Hmmm... yah I'm having a bad day again... and im sorry dun sa pinto... im willing to pay for the damages... Pero pano mo nalaman na I was having a bad day then?

Ken:I think your bestfriend apologized to the barista explaining that you are having a bad day... its ok, don't think about it... wala lang yang gasgas na yan... (sabay ngiti)

Nagulat nalang ako ng biglang may sumira ng moment... Si Mark..

Mark: Mike! What happened? Why did you... blahblahblah

Ken: excuse me, I think you will be fine now... so see you later..

Mike: ahhhmm... wait kelan ko pwedeng ibalik tong mga damit?

Ken: don't worry I have the feeling na magkikita tayo ulit...

Mark: sino yun bespren?

Mike: wala ka na don!...

Mark: hey watch your attitude! What happened?...

Kwinento ko lahat ng nangyari kay Mark... and I was surprised in his reaction... di manlang siya nasorpresa o nagulat...

Mark: ahhhh... I'm sorry Mike... its kind of my fault... I told Jess that you have the hots for him and all... at baka yun lang ang hinihintay niya... and I thought Justin wouldn't mind at all..

Mike: damn you! But it was my fault somehow... huhu bespren what will I do?

Mark: just let it go bespren it will pass... let it go

Sa school sinubukan kong kausapin si Justin pero as usual naglalaro nanaman kami ng HIDE and SEEK siya yung nagtatago ako yung naghahanap... hanggang sa sumuko nalang ako... kahit anong pag let go ang gawin ko wala talagang mangyari, nalulungkot at naiiyak parin ako...

ANG PARTY AT ANG PAGNANAKAW SA KOTSE KO!

Nagpaparty yung isa kong kaklase nung high school sa isang hotel na pagmamayari niya ngayon diyan lang sa may Makati inumaga narin kami halos 9am na nung bumaba ako from the pent house ng magtext sakin si Mark...

Mark: bespren hineram ko muna kotse mo ah... niyakag kasi ako ni Fred gumimik kanina eh kaya maaga akong umalis ng party, sorry... magcab ka nalang! Hehe

Mike: you've got to be kidding me! (tinawagan ko si Mark) hello Mark F*ck you! You should've asked me earlier so sana nakasabay ako kay Ronald! I swear I'm going to smother you, and then revive you just so I can kill you! (sabay baba ng phone!)

Naghihintay ako ng taxi nararamdaman ko nang may di magandang mangyayari... pero binalewala ko nalang... ng biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan... dahilkasalukuyang rush hour agawan sa lahat ng mga AYAW magsakay na taxi pero nakachamba ako... pero nagulat ako pag upo ko sa loob may pumasok sa kabilang pinto at umupo din nakasuit...

Mike: excuse me...

Ken: Mike!

Mike: oh sorry gusto mo sayo nalang tong cab? Sige baba na ako...

Ken: that's nonsense! Kita mong ang hirap kumuwa ng taxi ngayon eh an lakas pa ng ulan! At sa nakikita ko wala kang payong!! Sige na sabay na tayo! San ka ba?

Mike: dyan lang sa MOA... ok lang ba talaga?

Ken: oo naman dun din ako pupunta! So musta?...

Matapos ang mahabang kamustahan at usapan natahimik kami pareho... dahil sa lakas ng ulan nagtrapik dahil nagtrapik wala na kaming mapagusapan... napatingin ako sa kanya... tulog na pala... nun ko lang siya napagmasdan gwapo pala ang mokong... Moreno... semi kalbo... matangos ang ilong... mapupungay ang mata... matangkad... maganda ang katawan... pero naalala ko lang si Justin.. naisip ko... how could I be thinking of such things when I know that the man I love is somewhere out there hurting... maybe dying of the pain that I've caused... mayamaya tulog narin ako! Nagising ako dahil parang may nakatitig sakin at may mainit na hangin na tumatama sa pisngi ko... ohhhkkkayyy nakasandal na pala ako kay Ken...

Ken: o bakit bigla kang umalis sa pagkakasandal?

Mike: haha sorry ah... sobrang pagod lang talaga...

Ken; okay lang yun... (sabay ngiti... ngiting pamatay!)

Nakarating kami sa MOA niyakag niya akong magcoffee na siyempre di ko pinalampas nagkwentuhan.. sabi niya amerikano daw tatay niya pero purong pilipina nanay niya kaya Mayer and apelido niya... tapos kwento kwento pa nang kung anoano hangga't natanong na ang cause ng madalas na pagkakaroon ko ng bad days...

Ken; is it because of a girl?

Mike: ahhhmmm (F*ck what I said it don't mean shit now F*ck the presents might as well throw em out F*ck all those kisses it didn't mean jack F*ck you , you H*e I don't want you back! Ring tone ko po may natawag... panira ng moment!) excuse me Ken ah... im just gonna take this call..

Ken: oh sure... (sabay ngiti nanaman!)

Mike: what?!

Jess: Mike, can we talk?.

Mike: im sorry Jess but I think its best for us not to talk for now... (sabay baba ng phone...)

Mike: I'm sorry... where were we? Sorry sa ring tone ko ah...

Ken: oh its ok... ang cute nga eh.... Mike I'm sorry but I have to go ...

Mike: oh... ok... im just going to stay here and meet up with my bestfriend...

ETO NANAMAN PO ULET

When finally Justin and I talked he hasn't still got over the incident... the calm talk ended up with violent bickering... pero di ko na siya sinumbatan... I just can't see the point of... bakit siya naiintindihan ko lahat ng nagawa niya before... bakit yung akin... pero on the Brightside he still wants to work things up kasi gusto niyang maplancha yung gusot eh... or was I hoping lang? Was I dreaming again... am I about to commit yet another grave mistake? The conversation ended up with this...

Justin: bakit kasi di mo nalang aminin...

Mike: because walang dapat aminin I gave you the reason! Now you use your logic and find a sensible answer to your questions... I'm tired Justin... this is going nowhere!

Justin: fine! Excuse me...

sabay tayo at lakad palayo asa starbucks nga pala kami nitong usapan nato... I was about to light a cigarette (I eventually found myself smoking after the Jessie incident because of the tension Justin is giving me, for the record I don't smoke.. its just that the situation calls for it! hehe) but I can't find my lighter, when suddenly may bumukas na lighter sa harapan ko hawak ni Ken (He don't smoke either... c”))

Ken: need a light? (ngumiti nanaman siya!)

Mike: yes... thank you...

Kwento ulet... hanggang sa lumipat kami sa may gilly's ung resto sa MOA na pwede ka ring maginom... nakita ko nalang na I had 10 empty bottles na sa harap ko... I don't drink also so malamang nalasing ako... I was so wasted when Ken and I arrived at the car park... he told me kung kaya ko pa and I said yes pero sumuka ako... projectile... (projectile means yung parang pag nagbukas ka ng hose!) ganun talaga... hehe and I passed out... nagising ako nasa kwarto ko na ako at nakaboxers nalang!

Mike: what the... (sabay gising ng taong nakaupo sa study table ko... si Ken pala) ok now you're freaking me out! How do you know my where I live?! Where's my clothes!?

Ken: (nakangiti) relax... I figured that you're having a bad day again... so we went to gilly's you told me that you're having a bad day nga and all... then when were about to leave the car park you vomited and passed out so I got your phone and called your Bestfriend which is very convenient becaue he's on your dial up list... then he went to MOA... we got acquainted... he drove us here and asked me if I can stay and watch over you because he cant's stay long and he was the one who bathed you and changed your clothes...

Mike: oh Im so sorry... what time is it?

Ken: 1am

Mike: im so sorry... you can sleep here if you want... I think there's a spare mattress dyan sa tabi ilalatag ko nalang...

Ken: no I have to go...

Mike: wala ka ng masasakyang tryke if meron super delikado... if you want you can stay at this bed and im going to sleep at the spare mattress

Ken: ok ok if you insist... I'm fine with the mattress at floor (sabay ngiti)

WALA PONG NANGYARI... PERO DITO MERON...

After that day I decided to talk to Jessie he wants me to go to their house so I did...

Jess: Mike! namiss kita (sabay yakap)

Mike: what am I here for?

Jess: please... Mike... I think I love...

Mike: Shut it Jess you don't know what you're...

Hinalikan niya ako mariin katulad nung gabing may nangyari samin...

Jess: I know im not gay... me being gay is a ridiculous idea but if being gay means being with you... im happy to accept the idea...

Mike: im sorry Jess but I can't do this

Jess: I Love you Mike... what is it with that three words that is very hard to believe...

Mike: the word LOVE

Jess: kaya ko ang ginagawa ni Tito

Naghubad siya ng sando at sinunod ang shorts...

Mike: bring those back on! I swear I'm going to leave you and I will forget our friendship forever! You see you're not even ready! LOVE is not all about SEX Jess! At di dahil nagpakabakla ako sa tito mo which I very much regretted eh ibig sabihin mahuhumaling ako sa pinapakita mo! Grow up Jess!

Jess: ok... ok I will but please stay... I miss the days we had...

Mike: ok... but please leave the idea of me having sex with you because that aint going to happen at least when I'm sane!

We had a few beer but as I said earlier my resistance to alcoholic beverages is very very low! I just remember giving way to Jess's kiss and I was already stripping! He immediately took off his shorts at nakita ko nanaman ang kanyang malaking sandata! Agad kong sinubo yun ahhhhhhhhhhh Mike ang sarap........ sige pa... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.......... Ang sarap Mike!.......... ahhhhhhhaaaahhhhhhh Mike pasukin kita..... pinadapa niya ako at agad agad pinasok ang kanyang sandata sa aking puwet.... Dahan dahan Jess... ahhhhhhhh ang sarap sige pa Jess... sige pa.... Mike gusto ko Makita ang mikha mo habang kinakantot kita... ikot ka please... walang hugot hugot umikot ako at pinatong ko ang paa ko sa balikat niya... nagulat ako ng bigla niya akong halikan ng mariin tapos pinatagilid niya ako walang huhtan... ahhhhhhhhh Mike....... Daig mo pa ang babae..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh Jess sige pa ........ ahhhhhh Mike malapit na ako..... ahhhhhhhh ayan na........ at naramdaman ko nalang sa likod ko ang kanyang katas at ayun na nga kinain ko ang mga sinabi ko...

I woke up the next day with Jess kissing me...

Jess: Mike we can do this all day... I Love you Mike

Mike: Jess this is not right! I love your Justin ...

Jess: does he love you back? Like the Love I'm giving you? Please Mike... Justin doesn't deserve you... you deserve someone who can love you without hurting you! someone like me...

Mike: I'm sorry Jess I have to go...

Habang nagdradrive ako... naiisip ko ang mga sinabi ni Jess, should I give it a try? Or should I let it pass and consider it as another fuck? Ito ang tumatakbo sa isip ko ng biglang nagring ang phone ko... si Ken

Ken: hello Mike... musta? Would you like to grab some coffee?

Mike: I'm sorry Ken I can't, I'm not feeling well eh..

Ken: oh.. ok... take care then...

Mike: ok you too...

I literally spent the whole 2 weeks locked up in my condo... I filed for a leave at work that is one month worth of free from work and duties... I wasn't eating right... I barely get up of the bed... I spent almost everyday asking myself “pano kaya kung hinubad ko yung piring nung asa kusina pa ako? Masaya kaya ako kay Justin ngayon o ganon pa din walang pinagbago,”, “tama kaya si Jess would I feel loved in his side?” I was thinking of the same thoughts one night when my door bursts open... its Mark...

Mark: what are you doing? Have you gone mental?

Mike: please leave me alone!

Mark: sino bang ikinagaganyan mo ha?! Si Justin?! He didn't lift a finger when I told him you wont come out of your room I even told him that you're trying too kill yourself! Madaming nagmamahal sayo... Jess have been worried sick... and still you wont recognize his efforts!

Mike: Jess is just like a brother to me!

Mark: a brother whom you have sex twice!

Mike: what's your problem?!

Mark: my problem is you, you're too afraid to look at your surroundings... you don't even know who loves you and who doesn't!

Mike: is it really true Justin doesn't care?

Mark: not even a single hair in his body care or will ever care Mike! Wake up!

Huminga ako ng malalim I have my decision... from then on I stopped thinking about Justin or Jess... I started closing my eyes from all the homosexual relationships that had been presenting themselves in front of me. I actually lived a straight life (I enjoyed having sex with women as much as I had with men but since that is not the focus of this sight I will not go into details! hehe) I resigned from teaching I focused on my business and enjoyed a bachelors life I'm turning 25 now and I was surprised to see how many girls there is that wants to come in my way... but still I felt incomplete... Ken and Mark had been good friends, of course Ken having no idea about me being gay supported me in my sexcapades with women but Mark... he just kept quiet...

There was this day that Justin got wind of what I'm doing and ecided to confront me...

Justin: what are you doing?

Mike: chucking you out of my life! (nakasmile)

Justin: just because you made a mistake?

Mike: just because I made ONE mistake that you can't seem to FORGIVE! A mistake that opened my eyes on how much you care! A mistake that showed me what's the REAL MISTAKE and I guess you have the idea... if you can't accept that mistake, which I'm sure you will never accept! I guess were done here! Ciao!

I left him there staring at me... tears about to fill his eyes... but I ignored it! I've had enough! For the next month I focused on how to treasure my friends... but there's another problem that will surely come... a problem I never expected to come...

Ken: Mike... I'm having a party want you to come...

Mike: I surely will, when is it?

Ken: tonight...

Mike: ok...

Agad akong pumunta sa place na sinabi niya... nagulat ako kasi pagbukas ko ng pinto walang laman ang buong kwarto except sa isang table sa gitna ng kwarto at dalwang nakasinding kandila at may masarap na pagkain...

Ken: I'm so happy you came Mike...

Mike: what's this Ken?

Ken: a dinner for a beloved friend...

Mike: huh?

Ken: with you I felt loved, with you I felt important... a feeling that I had been waiting and expecting from women... of course I never thought that it will come from a guy like you... I certainly know I'm not gay and I certainly know you're as straight as I am but I can no longer suppress the feeling... I think I'm inlove with you Mike!

Mike: what the...

Ken: this is no joke Mike! Sa lahat ng pagaalaga na pinakita mo... lahat ng pagaalala... lahat yun nakapagpainlove sayo, sakin... realizing how destiny put us together in that cab... how often I see you when you are down its s if I was made to take cre of you... to look after you..

Mike: please don't get me wrong but I did all those things because you're all my friends, ask Mark he also received the same kind of treatment...

Ken: well if that's the case... I will do everything just to have you... I will do everything for you to fall in love with me too... (sabay ngiti ng pagkaganda ganda)

Mike: haha! It will be a challenge! (I'm not taking it seriously cos I know he's just confused or something)

Ken: but please let me...

Mike: it's a free country and you're my bestfriend why wouldn't I let my bestfriend express what he feels! haha

Ken: I can see that you're not taking me seriously... but I promise YOU WILL fall in love with me...

Naisip ko nalang damn ano tong pinasok ko... totoo ba to? Ang straight kong bestfriend! Ang taong walang alam sa pagkakarelasyon ko kila Justin at Jess ang taong walng alam sa tunay na ako...

Itutuloy...

For comments, suggestions, questions and violent reactions pleas e-mail me at chuamike88@yahoo.com ... cheers!... thanks for reading and wait for the next installment! Ciao!