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I can still remember the cause of this curiosity. It was because of my friend named francis. Let me share you this story which happened when i was only 11.

As a normal kid then, i always play in the street with my friends. i dont even really feel any crushes on them specially the males. its like i was pure straight. but this straight thing got broken because of my friend.

one day my parents were not at home. syempre paranag party people. when the cats are away the mice party. i invited my friends at home syempre pero wala pa namang malisya yun. kaso si francis lng ang nayaya koh kasi sya lang daw ang pwede eh. eh d un go. pumunta kami sa bahay. bukas agad ng aircon para malamig.we were watching this movie titled bruce almighty. wala pa talagang malisya un promise.

by the way si francis ay 14 na nun. medyo may kaliitan pero super pogi and cute nya. at that time wala naman me crush sa kanya. yun na nga dun sa kwarto lumamig ng sobra . nagshare na lng kami sa kumot nun sabi ko papatayin ku na lng ung aircon para medyo uminit pero sabi nya wag na daw, yayapusin nya na lng daw ako. ako naman gogogo. i was feeling drowzy that time so i moved on to a patigilid position while francis was embracing me. suddenly i felt his tite umuumbok. tnanung ko anu un. sabi nya tite nya daw tumitigas nakakalibog daw kasi pwet koh. sabi koh panung d titigas eh kuskos ka ng kuskos dyan. then i got shocked ng bigla nyang nilabas ung tite nya. mga 5 inch cguro pero d pa masyado gali pero mataba un nuh. medyo bulbulin na rn at tuli na sya nun. then niyaya nya ako sabi nya salsalin ku daw sya. d aku pumayag nung una kasi i am not really on that thing noon. ok lng naman daw kaya patuloy me sa patulog. nalimpungatan na lng ako ng naramdaman kong hinubad nya shorts koh. papwet lng daw. ipapasok nya lng daw umayaw ako kasi alam kong masakit yun nuh. pero yapos na nya ako nun kaya d na ako nakapalg ma muscle pa naman talo me. ipinapasok nya ung tite nya pero d nagkakasya. malaki kasi yung ulo. ang sarap ng feeling ng may nakuskos sa pwet na ulo, tapos medyo napasok ng unti ung ulo, sobrang sakit kaya sabi koh tama nah, kung gusto nya tsupain ko na lng sya. pumayag sya agad. ayun pnasubo na nya sa akin. galit na galit na tite nya nun. abut sa lalamunan koh. sobrang sarap. napapaungol sya ang sarap daw ang init ng lalamunan koh. pnahimod nya sakin ung itlog at bulbol nya. sarap na sarap naman akoh nuh. nilalamas nya dede ko kasi medyo chubby ako nun . ayun dagdag libog kasi nahuli nya pampalibog at kiliti koh sa utong.

we did it for almost 10 minutes ng sinabi nya na malapit na syang labasan. lunukin ku daw . ayoko kaya . pero nung lumabas na yung matamis nyang katas ang init ang lapot ang sarap amoy zonrox hindi malansa d na ako nag atubiling lunukin yon. ang sarap talaga. promise. he then kissed me tenderly and told me that we will do that again but next time pupuwetan na nya ako. sabi ko cge masarap naman pala. then we slept together.

and i tink that is when i began to became curios of my sexuality.. hope to write again soon.